Please don't end yet....

In the past six months (at least) there has been a conglomerate of natural disasters happening. Mainly earthquakes, then you've got your tsunamis and your flash floods, and now volcanic eruptions. Its hard to turn a blind eye and say these are all just coincidences, when the earth is just one giant "house" and all of the floorboards are moving. If you imagine a house, and say the floor just starts moving around all wonky, wouldn't you think that that would affect everything in the house? The pipes would rip apart, causing floods, toilet water eruptions...I mean...maybe its a bad analogy, but thats how I picture it.

When I sit to really think about all this stuff, its not "oh, those poor people in Haiti or China or Iceland" its "we are so Eff You See Kayed!!" I mean, it sure seems like we're on the right track to implosion or explosion. 2012, are you accurate? Perhaps I'm over thinking everything, but this is SCARY!!

I have a whole lifetime to look forward to, things I want to do, accomplishments to achieve. I've finally found my niche in the world, I'm with someone that I love dearly and want to have a future with, I've got two young nieces that I'm curious to see how they'll grow up. What about me?? When I have kids? If the world implodes any time soon, I'm going to be really bummed out and pissed off. Oh and DEAD! Okay, maybe I'm being an alarmist, but these are just somethings I think about.

I think I should digress. With the amount of thinking that I do on a daily basis, I think I create enough mental energy to power a whole orphanage. I'm really starting to think that its a mental disorder. I'm not good with an idle brain. I have to keep busy. My boss tells me its cause I'm overly creative and my brain activity is running at 3 times the amount it should.

This is why I grind my teeth and now I've LOST my night time mouth guard! The one I had custom made, I forgot it in the middle of no where Peru! :( I guess I'll just leave it for the alpacas. Goodbye NTI!

I'm going back to work, its hard to focus, but I'm trying to finish my first rough cut and it feels like I'm treading water!
More later.