I'm forcing myself

To write in my damn blog.
I've been feeling rather blegh lately, when it comes to writing that is. I had all this creative drive behind me a few months back, and somehow, thats just dwindled. So with that in mind, I'm forcing myself to write. And write I shall.

I've been working on a script, just doing research mainly, but I had paused that as well. I'm back to researching now, and just getting some ideas. Jobs have slowed down. EVERYWHERE. I'm trying not to get too phased by this, seeing as how the economy really sucks right now.

I'm looking for part time jobs now, since it seems some places are hiring. I hate the thought of doing a part time job and not a job that will further my career, but no production companies are hiring at the moment...everything is really bare down here. I often think of going back to advertising, but something in me stirs me to resist. I really really love doing the production work its just that its uber slow right now, and I don't know where to go from here.

I guess I shouldn't be complaining about how slow it is, since so many people aren't doing so well. When I look at it like that, I guess a part time job can't be that bad eh?

Well back to the old drawing board, I'm sending out more resumes to production companies. Again, I just feel so directionless. I look at jobs on craigslist, mandy, etc, and when I take a look at advertising jobs, I often wonder what I'm qualified for. Eeeegh.

And I'm done.

Aside from all that, I'm pretty happy still. Sorry Beto, but I am still in a mushy state. I'm all doe-eyed and content with this boy that I'm seeing. And he's a wonderful boy, that is way too much fun to be around. And its not just about the fun, mind you...I guess its just nice to have someone to talk to about everything.

I've been getting back into anime, slowly but surely. I bought the whole Azumanga Daioh series the other day and I've been watching it. Its hilarious.

Alright, I no longer feel like forcing myself to write...maybe more later. For now, I gotta feed the birds.