So this is what its like....

To feel blissfully happy.

Too cheesy? I think so. But I honestly am. I'm going through a happy wave right now, and there ain't nothing nobody can do to stop me!

This is totally going to suck when I no longer feel happy and I feel really bummed about everything in life. But alas, lets look at the here and the now and concentrate on why I'm happy.

1. I work this week, well Wednesday to Friday. Doing a commercial for United Healthcare. I had to wake up at 5 am for a 6:30 call time this morning, I stood up non-stop from 6 am to about 5 pm...and boy do I LOVE production! I'm tired as hell...reeeeally tired, but I'm doing something I really really love and working with enjoyable people. I feel like I fit right in, and its just this feeling, I've never felt with a job before. Its what makes me know, "this is my calling, this is what I'm meant to do."
Now, I'm not positive on what aspect, but thats the whole reason I'm starting off right? I know most people can't do it, or most people don't think its realistic to chase their dreams, but let me tell ya, if you have the opportunity, DO IT. It pays off. And if you do something you love, then you can do it for the rest of your life...no matter what, you find a way. Thats my belief anyway. Lets hope my faith is put to good use.

2. I'm also happy because I've been dating this boy for a few months now. I guess I haven't really talked about it before, because whose business is it but my own? So alas, I guess I break the news now, not that its big news or anything, just news of my current life. A few months back, I got the bright idea to search for a kid I knew in elementary school on Facebook. Wondering to myself, what had happened to this kid. I had pretty much a very big 5th grader crush on him back in the day, cause our teacher decided to sit the troubled kid next to the nerdy girl, hoping to calm the other one down. It didn't work, but we did read James and the Giant Peach and talk about it, we chit chatted about our favorite band (Green Day), and we did a big Japanese project, with two other kids. Sigh...lame as it is, I was 10 or 11? I'd actually known him since 4th grade, cause we were in Mrs. Sanchez's class too.

Anywhoo, I happened to find the kid in FB, and began chatting. "Relationship-wise" I'd decided to take everything very slow and not rush into making it "official" or anything. I just feel like in the past, because I happened to stay up at all hours of the night talking to someone, within a week, we were an item. Looking back now, I feel thats a little rushed and brash. So, instead, yes, I talked to him at all hours of the night, but not just for a week, but pretty much for the past few months. I've learned that I really like him. Yes the swoony stage has set in, but aside from that, there's good chemistry; I feel very at peace. It is what it is...and I'm chugging along and rolling with the punches. I like that we're building a good friendship before a relationship (well friendships are relationships, but you know what I mean). I think you have to build a foundation in order to really get to know someone. So, things are good. Also, I don't normally voice this stuff out loud, but I'm in my head right now and I need an outlet; he's probably the bestest kisser ever! (Okay, you can go puke now).

For those who have heard all this stuff before, sorry you had to read through it again. Yes Kash N Karry, I know what you're going to say, "You're so emo! stop swooning already, etc, etc!" Well too bad! I do what I want.

So, not everything is perfecto in my life right now, but I'm trying to keep my head above water. This post took me forever to write, due to some chatting distractions, and although I'd like to write a lot more, I fear that I must go to sleep. I have yet another 6:30 am call time tomorrow. Which means I'm only going to get 5 hours of sleep!

Goodnight!